Wednesday, January 31, 2007

If you're not the one... then why does my hand fit yours this way?

‘Cause I miss you...
Body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart
and pray for the strength to stand today

‘Cause I love you... whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side

I don’t want to run away
but I can’t take it, I don’t understand...
If I’m not made for you
then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I praying you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

(Happy B-day BG... wish you all the best)

posted by angel_with_dirty_face @ 9:39 AM

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

"I"

Here I am different in this normal world
Why did you tease me? Made me feel upset
Fucking stereotypes feeding their heads
I am ugly....

Please just go away !!!!

Him!
I can see inside you fine

This blessing in disguise
Him!
Why do you treat me this way?
Made to hate to stay

Made the hurt stay

I sound like I can never seem to escape
all the laughing, all th pain
If you were me, what would you do?
Nothing, probably. You'd just throw me away

Standing inside rotting away
Something inside of me has been taken away
Feeling my heart breaking in vain
It won't get better now
When will this end?

I can't seem to get away
I feel I'm here so you can play
With my head
There's nothing I can say
I keep feeling like I'm to blame
When will this end?

Hopeless inside alone as I wait
Brewing inside of me enduring this hate
Feeling my heart breaking in vain
It won't get better now
When will this end?

The stress is rising...

and I can't seem to get away from you
You're always trying...

and the lying always shines right thru

My God I hate this !!!

Always take shit....
Can I let this go on ?
Why can't I break this ?
I just take this,

As this goes on and on...

posted by angel_with_dirty_face @ 1:28 AM

Thursday, January 18, 2007

((((((((((( BROKEN ))))))))))))

My heart was torned apart
Like a glass falling down to floor
I'm broken into peaces

Finally the one month relationship must be ended like this
It's still hard for me to accept the fact that he *dumped* me
Why the reasons that he told didn't make sense at all?

This is not the first "broken-hearted" moment
but yet, it left very deep black hole in my heart

I wanted you to know
I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away

I keep your photograph;
I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

‘cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel light when you’re gone away

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high,
you steal my pain away

There’s so much left to learn,
and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

‘cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like
I am strong enough

‘cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away
‘cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough

‘cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away
Gone away......

posted by angel_with_dirty_face @ 6:39 AM

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

"If kissing was just....

two people touching lips,
It wouldn't touch our hearts
and bind our souls...the way it does"

posted by angel_with_dirty_face @ 8:30 AM